I am my own worst enemy

Set in perfection and absurdity

Trying to be all I expect

Never forgetting what I neglect

Flawless ambition spurns on

Hapless omissions done wrong

Limits exist only in error

Sealed with humanity’s terror

Wrath welling inside my mind

Mistakes and mistaken always to find

Fervor or fever cannot be sure

Pressure not even I can endure

A diamond in sight should be achieved

Setting up failures to be deceived

Unable to carry this ideal goal

Passion chosen out of control

Ignore the attempt and only see

The weakness you remain to be

I loose myself because I hate

This fools obsession I did create

A monster in me I cannot resist

And apart from which I cease to exist.