My ample heart starts the race.
Quickening beats the steady pace.
Bursting forth without a sound
Ignoring wounds I have found
Spilling into my veins it runs
Finds me out and than it shuns
Coyly playing passionate mimesis
Through my body and all its pieces
Into my mouth where I scream
Clenched jaw shaking save a dream
Into my eyes where I cry
Narrow tears falling by and by
Into my lips where they quiver
Tongue cut sharply to a sliver
Into my lungs where they contract
Years of life lost to a fact
Into my lungs were color does drain
White and listless to complain
Into my head where I see
Boiling contagious unconsciously
Into my organs where it pours
Vile abundance from its stores
Out like a sieve overflowing with hate
Nothing to contain and no way to abate
Your resentment stored too much to hold
Bitter memories I have implored
Gently once was warming my blood
Heating now breaks forth the flood
Through my body its course did run
Pushing the limits for mere fun
Spewing lies and demons and terror
Never twice believing error
Weaken my chances ever to be
Healed completely from disease
Executed to your perfection
Flawless death from this infection
With certainty and no permission
Accepting cures only half omission
Symptoms not seen till time passed long
Professional opinions always wrong
Spurn me on and scorn my hands
Angry bleeding misunderstands
A silent end will surely impart
Your love is where this ill did start
Hatred purged from the inside out
My death by you none will doubt.